I'm Good For Nothing

This is Rishabh (12-march 1987) , have done nothing in my life, & still eating my parents food, I'm good for nothing, I keep telling my Parents & Friends that I'm good For Nothing.

Still Struggling in this Film Industry to find the right place.
Everyone Struggles in this field, is field mein itni aasani se kaam milta nahin hai, Sab Shah Rukh yaa Akshay Kumar nahin ban sakte. And believe me, mere se chotta bhai hai, wo settle ho gaya , he's earning Rs.15000/- per month he works in Delloitte. Mere bara bar wale sab Settle ho gaye. Bas main hi sabse piche reh gaya, mujhe dukhi sirf is baat ki hai.
Bahot logon ney bola hai ke: Compare mat karo, lekin main hamesha bolta hoon ke: Compare karoge toh hi aagey badoge. Sahi baat hai, Ye baat bahot logon ko pasand nahin aati hai, But Still I compare myself to others. I've to do many things in Life, because, Life is not easy. My father says me not to worry, I once asked him: Aapne mujhe paida(Born) kyun kiya? Dharti pe boj hoon main. Na kuch kiya, pata nahin aagey kuch karunga yaa nahin? He said: Koi bhi insaan dharti pe boj nahin hota, sab kuch teek ho jayega.
Socha tha ke, agar settle ho gaya, toh alag rahunga mamma aur pappa se, lekin, kismat, has other plans for me, to make me Good For Nothing.
Mere paas itna sab kuch hai, but I want to be alag from my Pappa & Mamma, because: "The worst thing in life is attachment, it hurts you when you lose it, the best thing in life is loneliness, because it teaches you everything".
I still worry that I wont do anything in my life. I'm not hardworking, I'm a waste candidate. One of my friends said me: "Your Life Is Too Wonderful To Be Spent Worrying".

I've completed my Diploma in Computer Graphics & Animation, I went to so many Interviews, per sab ney taal diya, One of my Uncle helped me out, but thats not working.

My Life revolves around 5 Persons: Pappa, Mamma, Sudhir, Avinash & Vishal.
Sudhir & Avinash are my Childhood Friends, Schoolmates, Best friends, Classmates & Lanemates. Whereas Vishal is my Classmate & Good Friend.

Mere Favourite Actors hai: Akshay Kumar, Aamir Khan & Ajay Devgan.

Kisi ney mujhse kaha hai ke: "Har kamiyabi pe aapka naam hoga, Duniya ke har khadam pe aapka Salaam hoga, Mushkilon ka Samna himmat se karna, Ek din Waqt bhi aapka Ghulam hoga".
Main itna bhi nahin, jo mushkilon ka Samna himmat se kar saku.Pata nahin kyun, mujhe aisa lagta hai kabhi kabhi ke Future Danger mein hai mera, kabhi kabhi sabko sochna padta hai, Future ke baare mein.

If I become successful in My Life, I would like to write my Auto-Biography, about my struggling days, people who ignored me, people who helped me a lot & ofcourse, My Childhood friends & Schooling days.